Second wind of hope…

Had my beat today.. definitely a negative. The nurse seemed surprised that I got my period. Said she sometimes sees people with breakthrough bleeding. I go back to the RE on Jan 8th and start my frozen cycle in Jan/Feb…

On a funny note, I have a “blonde” story for you…

This took place after me telling her I had bled..

nurse: So did you have anything frozen?

me: Frozen? Well, I did have some ice cream one night, but it was after I started bleeding.

nurse (laughing): No, did you have any embryos frozen?

Duh…

the end

On Thursday,  I left for Newark.. I had alot of cramping.. then I stated spotting.. then bleeding. I got my period. It was light, but definitely a period. It is over now. I also took a HPT on Friday morning and it was BFN. I am devastated, but not surprised. I go for my POINTLESS Beta tomorrow.

back to work

Going on a 3 day tonight to PBI and SAN tomorrow.. only 4 days left till the beta test.  Haven’t been sleeping well… soo hot at night and sweaty. Woke up STARVING! Just had a bowl of cereal and I am still a little hungry.. but will not be eating any more!

Busy day for someone who lays around alot…

Ray had a pot luck lunch today.. I made corn pudding. It was decent.. last night I made fried corn, which was awesome and oh so unhealthy…

Today,.. more back pain and heartburn.. really can’t wait for Monday! Had my acupuncture too. Off to work tomorrow. I have been off so almost a month. It should make the next few days go by faster at least!!

emotions, emotions..

Just watched a show about women who didnt know that they were pregnant with twins.. I cried three times. So.. am I emotional from all this or in the beginnings of being pregnant? Hmm.. a little heartburn too.. 9 more days.

About to head to a housewarming party. I think the worse part of all this is that I can’t drink! I want a glass of wine! It would definitely make this wait much less stressful!